Us.

Saturday, got nothing to do..online since 10 am till now..conversation with dydue this morning was totally relived me..thanks babe..envy how lucky u are..! u have ur own biological sister and u have thousand sisters to listen to ur story..i wish i have a big sister too..(i do talk to much about this)..

start with:

Ranau is the place where our hearts stay, isnt Ruhainah Razali?

and we start berkomen2 tentang hal2 biasa di lakukan di Ranau bila bersama..proudly to say.

and i wrote a note about a story that i read form Chicken Soup about Losing Us..then Dydue loves Loving yourself can heal anything

few minutes later..wiwiek od woke up and she posted pengalaman bha semua. walaupun sengsara kehidupan.

yeah, i feel the same way too..broke up with someone that i thought will always be the best for me..the only boy who would ever understand me..and i have ignored the fact that the majority of high-school relationship does not last.after i built up my relationship for 3 years 6 months and 9 days..he said that we were not meant for each other. i cried almost every night, i wrote too many things to heal my pains..i was doing all i could to stay busy then i can sleep at night..i took my driving class, went to the town almost every day..accompany my friend when they asked to..during the breathless time, i cant listen to any love's song that i used to listen before sleep..i hate romantic movies..because i hate the happy ending while mine doesn't goes according to plan..i love sleeping with the light on..im afraid to meet people because for me it happened because of me, because of my fault..pretend that im tough in front of my friend..and start blogging that time.

after a year later and few months i met a guy, he's sabahan..and we were studying at the same college at that time..i love the way he talks, he cares..and finally im fall in love again..he treats me heavenly..he lend me his shoulder when im facing with unpredictable moment..sometimes my mind keeps on thinking about my ex..and im feel so guilty to this sweet guy..sometimes,he got no time to texting me..no reception at his hometown i guess..im sorry, i dont even know what i've done..just came out with the conclusion..break up.. he asked me why, cant recall what stupid lame reasons that i said..he said, although he looks tough outside..but inside..let me keep this as my secret.

then i think to be single is the best thing ever..

few months later,

my high-school bf start texting me again.. insist wanna fixed all the things that he have done..i was confused..my dearie roomate noticed how stressful i am at that time..we start to be closed again, and then pretend that i never had a broken heart.i give him some space to changed..during my sem 3 break..one evening, after a week he didn't text neither reply my text...i received a text from his num..asking who am i? i just ignored it, thought that was nothing, then minutes later..my phone ringing, his phone num appeared..and i answer, but why the person who gives me a call is a girl..doubting..and finally i noe..he cheated on me again..for the second time..what else can i do?she insulted me..silent...i called my 28th July's sister..and then i called my guardian angel, he help me to be stronger after that..

1st June's morning..i noe im gonna be stronger than yesterday...

If someone is strong enough to bring you down, show them you're strong enough to get back up"

i promised to my best friend...'akan jadi kebal'

Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all, at least i gave him a chance to fixed his mistake but he takes it for granted..whenever you come up with the happiness, dont ever easily open your heart to him again, iena..we cant throw easily the one who made us happy..Right thing isn't always real obvious, sometimes the right thing to one person is the wrong thing to someone else.I wont be selfish.

Not every girl wants to be in a relationship. Some just want good company, a guy tovibe with, converse with, & laugh with. Not in a rush. Start off simple, and let the rest find itself. Having someone to talk to and feeling comfortable around them is quite beautiful, and it’s a good...feeling..

Life is full of risk.

Big Thanks to Dydue and Wiwiek.HUGS

to iena : dont take it seriously, its only puppy love. ( i wish i can )